What are you willing to give up?

I've been thinking alot lately and especially over the last few days - Where do I go from here?

Sure there are a few things I want:

  • Be a NY Times Bestselling author

  • Find a wonderful companion with whom I can share a loving, passionate relationship

  • Have my first novel become a movie

  • Create a conference to help women get in touch with their core


The problem with any of them (but especially the last one) brings up my question.

What am I willing to give up?

I have lists of things I would need to "do" to make some of those things a reality - the most important being in the right frequency with my goal. But I realize that with all four there is something worse. I would have to give up my anonymity to gain any/all of them.

I have been basically invisible all my life and while sometimes I hate it, at other times it is rather nice. My invisibility shield, if you will, is such a part of me that it is almost always there. I realized a year or so ago that I no longer want to be invisible - that I actually want to be noticed to a certain extent. But completely give up my anonymity? That is a huge leap. I want it and yet I am also terrified of it.

Of course, the things truly worth having are usually fear inducing.

So here is to putting one step in front of the other... Who knows? Maybe sooner than I expect I will be a household name! That would be weird. LOL

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